whatever will be, will be

I think I have a small case of tanorexia

So does anybody ever..

Cause themselves pain by looking at pics of someone u used to be close to but now they r close 2 sum1 else? Why do I cause myself such pain? All I wanna do is cry and wish that could have been me. :(

So should I start my diet after vacation or try to eat well during? It’s so tough knowing I want to lose the weight but I want to enjoy this week of vacation too! It’s hard to decide y’all.